Clarissa.
22.
23/06/1983.
University Of Sydney.
Sydney, Australia.
hi...
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do come back again soon..!
U are making me feel so tired… My poor heart cannot take this constant fluctuation of emotions any longer, U know?? :(
Wow.. I am writing an entry almost everyday now! I can sooo see myself as a celebrity blogger in future.. haha! Well.. I thought the benefits of being one are quite good—own TV show, free nose job, endorsement deals and such. What do u reckon? With my new-found diligence, all I need now is to be a
wee bit more bitchy and interesting.. haha!
That day, I was just grumbling to my friend about recent unfortunate events, hoping to get some sympathy. But all I got was something along the line of “it is all your fault..” :( She mentioned that most part of the misery I am in now is because I cannot get rid of my habit of falling in love soooo easily. U are right, Girl! I could not agree more.
But, sad thing is—such things, how to change?? Other bad habits such as biting nails, touching hair, digging nose in public-- u can get someone to hit u every time u does it (I managed to get rid of one bad habit thru this method. Was sooo proud of myself, and very beaten up, after that.. HAH!) But, falling in love easily—how??! Get someone to slap me every time I fall in love?! Aiyo! By the time I fall out of love, and ready to fall in love with another, I would have forgotten the impact of the pain (frm both the heart-ache and the slap lah.. >.<) Understand what I am getting to here? I am getting a bit confused myself.. >.<
Huh? Whatever lah..! Things that cannot be amended/helped, just forget about it-- no use going on and on..
Ok, so I didn’t managed to get much sympathy from the friend, but she told me something very interesting that happened though. Few weeks back, she went back to Sydney for the uni graduation (lucky gal! She is rich lah, can afford.. I had mine in Singapore only.. >.<) and she went to this weekend flea market that we used to go quite often when we were in Sydney.. They have very beautiful accessories selling there.
Then, they were at this store, which apparently, I had patronized a lot then (I only have a vague idea of which store she was referring to though), and the store-owner kept looking at them. And then! According to my friend, he actually asked about me!
After she told me that, I was like “huh? Are u sure?” I mean, I visited the flea market for maybe only 5 times?? And that store, maybe only 2 times?? (bcos quite ex) All I could remember was that BIG banner over his store and that he’s a rather young-looking Chinese guy, and to think he actually remembers me??!! OK, so I was figuring—it is either he is totally smitten by my extreme beauty (he-he-he xD) & could not forget me OR he had gotten the wrong person. What do u reckon, mate? ^^ I seriously think it is the former. HAHA! xD
Want to share with u all about very interesting article I read in the newspapers that day, about how almost every female in the world suffers from a “condition” known as the
Princess Syndrome (cannot remember the exact term used by the writer, but it is something along that line). According to the writer, it is a “condition” whereby girls, no matter who, in what occupation, with what social status etc (only exception given were the feminists) will inevitably yearn for a prince charming to appear in her life. She thinks that there is a princess hiding in every girl—hoping for her prince charming to arrive on a white horse and to sweep her off her feet, and…… a liking for everything pink and lacy.. haha! After reading that article, I was like “Ah Ha! I knew I was not the only one!”, but I think I must be suffering from a severe form of this syndrome—yearning too hard, and likes laces too much (had spent substantial amount of money on buying laces to add on to my tops, bottoms, bags.. ^^)
*Sigh*.. sad thing is I thought I have found my prince charming, but turns out this ‘prince’ is not very willing to come sweep me off my feet on his white horse. He wanted to take things slow, so all he wants to ride on is a donkey, not a horse….. Get the joke? Get the joke? He-he-he.. ^^v
Something really nice happened to me recently (finally..!). A few days back, I was bored at home (as usual), so I was on Friendster—changing some photos, looking thru some friends' profiles, etc.. Then, suddenly I was reminded of a very dear old friend whom I had lost contact with a few years back, and I thought “Hmm.. maybe he is on Friendster too” So, I did a search on his name. Well, it is heng in that he has a rather unique name lah, and the search only came up with 2 results (and not like a million for john or joe or dick etc.. u get the idea..) So, Voila! I found him. Sent him a message, and Voila! The next day I got a reply from him! That fellow—always amazing, could not help but LOL after reading his message.
Really am glad to find him and it is delightful to think about our friendship in the past and how we got to know each other in a, I would say, rather unexpected way too. Would not say that he is the best pal a person can have—insincere most of the time, always suan-ing me about my looks, how no guys want me etc.. (irritatinnnggg..) and teaching me all the bad stuff like smoking, drinking, gambling etc.. haha! I am just exaggerating lah.. ^^
I am reallyyyy a not very interesting person! Bcos I cannot think of anything else to write liao. Work wise—nothing out of the ordinary, love wise—enough said already >.<, family wise—everyone is good ^^..
Oh! Oh! wait! One more nice thing coming up for me ^^.. My annual leave! He-he-he.. Going to Japan for 2 whole weeks! Imagine that, man! It is gonna be an adventure—just me and “dear” vivien.. Shopping, eating, going “Kawaii! Kawaii!” at everything we see and getting crazy in the BAPE stores!! Muahaha.. ^^v Really cannot wait, just about 2 mths more to go.. I think.. ^^
Going to take a nap now, I am seriously not getting enough sleep nowadays, been doing too much online window-shopping.. (it is fun, give it a try someday! ^^) and spending too much time thinking about him.. *sigh*
Thanks for reading. Love ya all ^^v
Clare.
posted @ 4:00 PM