Clarissa.
22.
23/06/1983.
University Of Sydney.
Sydney, Australia.
hi...
thanks for reading my blog...
do come back again soon..!
I've gotten some feedbacks regarding my previous entry. Hmm.. and so, i realised-- Ohhh.. so many other people read my blog, not just my two "dear" sisters.. HaHa!
and it's with this in mind, that i'm writing this...I've never realised that guys can be such ma-fan creatures-- give them, they not happy, don't give them, they also not happy. Then how? What am i supposed to do??!! headache.. >.<
I mean, it's like i'm FORCING him to accept me, and it's SOOO difficult for him. Am i really that ugly, and horrible and terrifying?? (at this point, u are NOT supposed to shout 'Yes!'.. >.<) or maybe because i'm just too 'easy'?? Hmm.. makes one wonder..
Now, without even realising why, i'm starting to get a bit angry. It's not like i'm ugly or what, right?? (i'm not the one saying this.. it's the people ard me keeps saying i'm pretty.. no choice! haha!) and it's not like i have only this one and only choice (even have a
Japanese!! "road-sweeper"-- just a name, not his occupation.. confused?? haha!) It's just that i prefer this one mah! And he's making life so hard for me now.. >.<
I swear it's really starting to show-- the mean-ness of a guy after he "gets" a girl. Less caring, less careful with words used, less attentive. *sigh* Perhaps, without a guy in my life is not a curse after all, but more like the Mighty Being up there is trying to protect me from the mean-ness of the human species named 'Male'.. booohooo.. (T
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oei! are YOU reading this? YOU are hurting me.. YOU realised that??! :( In thinking that YOU are protecting me, doing me a favour.. YOU forgot to take into consideration my feelings, and what i really want..
I think i've said enough-- the more i said, the more difficult it'll be to face him in future. As much as i claimed to be angry, upset, i still want to see him. I'm such a stupid girl, ain't i??! Oh yes, i am..! and i'm making my own life a misery.. :(
Ok lah.. enough of me, him, this and that.. And since i'm here.. might as well post some photos:
Happy 2007 to all.. May it be a very good year for both u and me..
My new toy no. 1 (i named it ipod NANA ^^).. Bought it bcos i was veryyyyy upset (and bcos my old player died on me lah >.<).. the GAP sweater-- new too. Bought it bcos it's cheap and it's "cold" in Singapore.. :D
Dear sister with our new toy no.2-- PSP.. Just realised that PSP games are freaking expensive!! >.<
Clari's battle-zone!! In the process of clearing my wardrobe.. To make room for new clothes.. HaHa! and who says i have too much clothings??! ok what.. don't understand.. *shake head*
Special for the day: A photo of pretty moi.. ^^v , but with a sad heart.. (with note to self: need to improve on photo-shop skills.. >.<)
U know what just happened??!! This big, freaky-looking, black, long bug appeared out of nowhere and onto my bed, next to my lappy.. Gave me a SHOCK! I didn't know what to do, so i screamed for help -- "Mummy, have insect on my bed!! Jiu-min ahhhhhhh!!!" So, my brave mum rushed in, took a look at the bug, and crushed it with a tissue-paper.. My heroooo... ^^v
Then, my mummy scolded me and say, " see lah! ask u to clear your room, u don't want.. have insects liao lah!" (note: there is this BIG pile of notes i took back from Sydney, lying next to my bed)
Then, i said, " nothing to do with that pile lah..!"
Then, mummy said, " that bug is those found-in-old-books type of worms, u know??!"
And i said, " no lah.. don't bluff.. where got so big one??!!" >.<
To this, mummy said, " who says don't have?? this one brought back from australia one.. of course big lah!!"
1 word-- Lame.. the things my dear mummy will say to get me to clear my room.. Funny! Such a humorous mum, where to find?? HaHa!
Ok, That's all for today. Time for me to go grab something to eat (hungrryyy >.<), then to go shopping! Or maybe just stay home and do some drawing. I'm thinking of getting a new tattoo, hopefully can get it done by this week, because i'm super free on Thursday. And i have a design in mind already, just need to draw it out now..
Thanks for reading. Love u all.. ^^v
Clare.
posted @ 1:45 PM
