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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Guy read Girl's diary, found that Girl only wrote about times she spent with Guy.

Girl says: "hey.. u can't look at other people's diary..."
Guy says:" don't u write about anything else? u have absolutely no talent at writing diaries. You should write about what u want to do instead of what u've done."
Girl says:" but then.. it's a diary anymore.."
Guy says: "no.. it will be.. because i'll make everything u write comes true..."

(everybody says) orrrhhhh... how sweet is that? well.. i got that from an anime, guess such sweet stuff can only happen in cartoons and not in reality huh?

Today, i saw him again. How am i supposed to forget him, if i keeps seeing him in school? This is going to be harder than i thought. Why can't he drop out from school or something?! (haha.. crazy!)

Wondering why is it that almost all my entries are on guys (especially, this particular guy)?To set things straight, i'm not desperate or anything, or rather i prefer not to describe myself as desperate. It's more like-- I'm lonely...

I'm getting really busy with school-work these few days-- assignments, tests and projects coming one after the other. And it is always during these stressful periods when i will wish the most that i can have a pillar of support to fall back on. I mean, i have very nice and supportive house-mates (i'm not saying this just so that u gals will buy me chocolates or something, ok?), of course.
However, just how much can i keep trying to get their attention, to whine and complain to, before they get really sick of me and give me a tight slap across my face? (haha..). And, of course, they have their share of problems and stressful stuff too..

Thus, u get my point? (i hope..) I need my the other half to appear in my life soon... " i need you to be complete..." All these may make me sound like a weakling type of girl. Maybe i really am one. Doesn't bother me what others will think, all i know is that i'm lonely, really lonely...

Think my friends are getting tired of always seeing me upset over this matter, so often, some of them will come out with weird ideas to help me get a guy. But everytime, it's just all words, and no actions. Haha.. partly due to me having no guts at all, i guess. But, to say the truth, if i have the guts, i would have shouted out to him, "Hey K, look here! i like you..!" a long time ago. I guess it's too bad then.
Oh.. this reminds me-- i did something along that line once though. Well.. kind of. I'm was so smitten with this guy in school, that i asked a pal of mine to pass him my mobile number. The ending to that episode wasn't really fairy-tale-happily-ever-after kind of ending. So, yah, i kind of give up on doing such stuff ever again. (except when i get a bit high on alcohol, and the urge will get really strong.. haha..)

Ok, to try to rescue this entry and make it seems less boring... i present to you--
Featured joke of the day:
How to tell the difference between a snowman and a snow-woman?

Snow balls.

hahaha.. so corrnnnyyy! I like...

and to end off...
Featured song of the day time!:
Chun Zhen (Innocence) by MayDay

(roughly translated)
your heart is like a big and deep lake...
which the moon-light can never shine through...
your eyes are twinkling with gentleness...

in the silence, u held my hand...
why is it that i could feel the world around me trembling?
in my ears, i hear the rhythm of the heart-beat...
the stars are shining? what will u say?

u have her in your life, u shouldn't have me too...
the innocence of the world was fogged because of u...
i think i should silently let go of your hand...
but i just don't have the strength to do so...

The lyrics of this song, when in Chinese, sounds much more sad, and meaningful. Another great song from MayDay (Wu Yue Tian). *Sigh*... sad sad song, gets me in the mood to cry...

Well.. guess that's all i have to write for today. Gonna go back to my beloved power-point slides (damned it!). Sorry for this disappointing 'all-abt-guys' type of entry again. Just can't help it!

And one last thing, before i forget. Thank you my beloved sister, Vivien Tan Mei Qing (haha...), for changing my blog-skin for me. So kawaii now... i like!

Love,
Clare

posted @ 1:30 AM