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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Hmm... now i know why is it that i don't blog. After that one long entry yesterday, i can't think of anything interesting to write anymore!

No1 to bitch about, not bcos i love everyone around me. It's just that i'm so sick of the people (who i used to bitch abt.) that i've decided not to say anymore... for now.

ok.. ok.. what to write?

Oh yah! My current object of infatuation. He was sitting approx. 2 metres diagonally away from me during lecture today, AGAIN. Like they always say, so near yet so far......

Ok.. really dunno what to write and i really don't want to be asking about your mum and dad, or to talk about my mum and dad. hahaha.. (sorry! inside joke, only selected few will get this)
Let me tell u all about my ambition then! Wow... interesting huh?

Since a few years back, i've already decided that one day, i will settle down in Japan. Get a job there, marry a cute Jap guy, have a cute Jap kid, and so on.. I was really serious about this dream then-- went for a tour in Japan, even took up Jap language classes and all.
However, after failing to master the Jap language ( it's really really difficult!), i slowly started to lose my grip on this dream, thinking that i can never it to Japan after all.

Just when i have almost given up all hope, something interesting happened. Just a few days back, my hope was re-kindled after finding this friend of mine, on Friendster. He is currently working in Japan..!
Then, suddenly, i realised," so, it's do-able after all.. working and living in Japan is NOT that impossible.." I figured since this friend of mine can do it, so can i..! Thus, with this new fire burning within (wow.. hot! hahaha.. cornnnnyyy), I signed up with this very interesting web-site that offers services such as: online lessons to help in the mastering of the Jap language, alerts to available jobs in Japan, intro to the Jap culture, recommendations of places to visit and stay, and a thingy to allow members to get to meet/know Jap people in Japan and around the world. Really a not bad web-site.
Interested too? Let me know, can pass u the web address, and then maybe we can go to Japan together. Yeah..! (but this really depends on who u are, ok?)

Ok.. done with my ambition.. next up..:
Don't know the significance of this, but just wanna say it. Just now, i woke up from my nap feeling totally depressed. Have no idea why too. Suddenly, it seems that there is no purpose of me been here, in this world (sounds a bit suicidal huh? starting to wory about myself too). Sad...

Ok, that's all for today. I'm sorry that my entry is kinda boring today (die lah.. like this how to win award? hahaha..) but do come back to read my blog again tomorrow. I promise i will try to post a more interesting entry tomorrow. Gonna end off now with a song...

Featured song of the day time!:
Feng Kuang Shi Jie (Crazy world) by MayDay

(roughly translated)
If i say i'm regretful, can i turn back time..?
Memories are so beautiful, living is so awkward...
Why is it that this world is always full of tears and sorrow?
I don't understand and don't wish to understand too...
I wish to fly away, to escape from this crazy world,
full of pain, sorrow and unknown tears...
I wish to fly away, to escape from this crazy world..
And even if u found me, please don't try to bring me back...

Been thinking of you the entire night,
but just couldn't remember your face anymore...
U are like a feeling, written in the night wind...

This is actually a very happy-sounding song, with an upbeat melody and all, but the lyrics is really quite depressing... Love MayDay (Wu Yue Tian), their songs are always so interesting..!

Love,
Clare.

posted @ 10:52 PM